Like Only I Can

My wonders end.

The wonders ;;
If I take charge of his stupid doings.

The wonders ;;
If he didn't just get a forgiveness.

The wonders ;;
If I am really an angel to him.

The wonders ;;
If he's shocked by my attention.

The wonders ;;
If it is me who pull him in and sign him up for this love.

The wonders ;;
If did I changed his life.

The wonders ;;
If I had cleaned him up.

The wonders ;;
If I am the one who found him first.

The wonders ;;
If I am the one who cheer him up.

The wonders ;;
If my wild guess is right that he's sad.

The wonders ;;
If I am perfect in such flaws.

The wonders ;;
If I am not as similar as him.

The wonders ;;
If I did patient at the times he's not.

The wonders ;;
If I ever complete his puzzle side.

The wonders ;;
If he is truly mine; namely hers.

The wonders ;;
If he could ever live with my absence by his side.




I get it all answered.

Thank You dia-f saya for this priceless answers.


♥♥ Thank You ♥♥


You will take a good care of me like Wall-E did to Eve.
I have faith in that.
I know You will.


.I Know My Man.
.Like Only I Can.

Ayah

UPSR
Ayah hulur segenggam note 50 dan pouch berisi nama saya.
"Tahniah Anak Ayah"

PMR
Ayah : "Kakak, Kakak nak apa for the 8A ?"
Kakak : "Kakak taknak apa apa. Kakak nak 8A je"
Ayah : Senyum. Segenggam dua kali ganda UPSR dulu.

SPM
Ayah : "Kakak, You take Your own bullet for what You reap."
Kakak : "Aye Ayah" Diam.

saya tidak memerlukan sebab persaingan untuk berjaya dalam hidup. saya tidak memerlukan apa apa yang mahal untuk mencapai semua, saya tahu saya tidak memerlukan apa apa seperti itu yang spesifik.

saya boleh berjaya seperti Ayah. yang berani menegakkan apa yang hak.

Ayah, Kakak tahu Ayah pasti akan baca ini. Terima Kasih Ayah untuk semalam. walaupun Jalan Ampang sesak dan hujan lebat, Ayah sanggup dari Putrajaya ambil Kakak, walhal LRT dekat. Terima Kasih Ayah.

Ayah, sepanjang menunggu Ayah, Kakak berfikir; Kakak bangga mempunyai Ayah seperti Ayah. Ayah berani, kuat, bijak berurusan. Ayah melebihi segala yang tak mampu Kakak deskripsikan.

Ayah, tahniah atas Ulang Tahun Ayah yang ke 48. Ayah masih muda, heehehe, sejiwa muda Ayah. Umur dan angka tidak mewakili Ayah setepatnya. Ayah muda dalam segalanya. Alhamdulillah Ayah atas rezeki umur yang Allah berikan pada Ayah. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur Ayah.

Ayah, Kakak semahunya ingin berterima kasih. Ayah mengajar Kakak erti hidup, mengajar untuk mendapatkan segala yang diingini dengan titik peluh sendiri. Kakak berterima kasih Ayah kerana tidak memanjakan Kakak, mengajar Kakak hidup susah, walaupun sebenarnya itu tidak perlu. Terima Kasih Ayah kerana membawa Kakak mengenal dunia.

"Kakak, You nak barang bagus, You kene cari jalan to be bagus and jadi bagus"
-- Kakak sedang cuba.

"Kakak, You nak enjoy huha huha after SPM, You cari your enjoy independently."
-- Kakak cari kerja dan kerja McD for empat bulan.

"Kakak You nak shopping cuti panjang, You make Your own"
-- Kakak kerja PPIM, and now how susah to cari even satu sen.

"Kakak, You nak lesen, You kene susah dulu. So that You hargai what is lesen."
-- Kakak comprehend it well now Ayah.

"Kakak, You nak pakai Aigner, You cari semua sendiri"
-- Aigner Ibu Kakak terpaksa puasa, belum masa lagi.

"Kakak, You nak universiti bagus, You isi semua sendiri, You cari sendiri, You usaha sendiri sampai dapat"
-- Kakak buat dan Kakak Alhamdulillah dapat.

"Kakak, You dah berjaya nanti jangan lupa Mak Yang, Mak Ya, Ibu-Ibu, Ayah-Ayah, kawan kawan Ayah yang baik dengan You"
-- Ya Ayah, Kakak tak lupa.

"Kakak, You buat apa apa You jangan lupa Your adik"
-- Ya Ayah, Kakak tak pernah put them behind.

"Kakak, ni kawan kawan Ayah, be friend with them, maintain the network, be as low as as high as the other person, respects others before You"
-- Ayah Thank You. To share all this great friends of yours with me.
Terima Kasih Ayah. Kakak tahu segala tidak dari Ayah atas segala kemahuan Kakak adalah untuk mengajar Kakak hidup susah. Terima Kasih Ayah.

"Anak Ayah dah besar, We even talk the same subject. A miracle from Allah, You are near to an adult. You think just the way I did. You are no more a baby Kakak."

Kakak berterima kasih kerana Ayah percayakan Kakak untuk hidup sendiri. Terima Kasih Ayah.

Pabila Ayah katakan ini, "Ayah tak risau kalau Kakak Ayah letak dimana-mana, I know my daughter can live"; Kakak terharu. Ayah yang telah mengajar Kakak untuk susah dan berdikari.

Seperti Ayah kata semalam; "Now is not the time to be independent Kak, but interdependent". I get it all right Ayah, I will.

Ayah, I adore You. and it is the best that we can redo all that past. Ayah, Terima Kasih kerana menjadi Ayah yang paling best buat kami adik beradik, suami yang penyayang buat Ibu. Anak yang soleh buat Nenek, adik yang bertanggungjawab buat kakak kakak Ayah. Sahabat yang sentiasa ada dalam masa senang dan susah kawan kawan Ayah. You are The Greatest Ayah.

I bet everyone love you as much as I did.

You make others life change.

Thank You Ayah, Thank You.

For all the courage You gave,
For all the risk You take,
I Thank You Ayah.

For all the time You sacrifice,
For all the lessons on how to survive,
Terima Kasih Ayah.

For all the love and care,
For all that You willing to share,
I Thank You Ayah.

Thank You Ayah for being the Best.

And Thank You for the cynical compliment semalam
"Kak, You memang pandai nyanyi and tiaw I"
hahaha, funny ye Ayah ye.



Ayah, Happy 48th Birthday Ayah.
Kakak Sayang Ayah.

Thank You for all this wonderful life You showered me with.

There are women who make things better... simply by showing up.
There are women who make things happen.
There are women who make their way.
There are women who make differences.

And women who make us smile.
There are women of wit and wisdom who
- through strength and courage - make it through.
There are women who change the world every day... women like you.

-- Ashley Rice

Thanks heaps love for the card, the quote;;
definitely "friendship are better than normal ships".
I will never let any distance live between us
though we are part by miles, never will.

I Promise You that.
I'll Treasure You as much as You did to me.

I'm glad to hear from You yesterday. serious I am !
been missing you.
I did the first thing this morning, and happy to find out this beautiful scribble of yours.

I Love You jay.
friends till we are grannies ?
I say aye to that !!

have a Good Raya okay.
and oh I Love the way you write our names.
a very strong bonding indeed !

Love You, oh I Love You ♥

Thank You for this friendship.

not a heart.

heart have edges,
some may slip and be an impostor between the edges.
if off is the better, You got me into it.

off for a circle, off for all.



after all it turns out to be a memory that people could reminisce.




I am defenseless.
even close to live in an inferior.
nod for all possibility that might cost.

for all the bombardment of words.

I stand alone, most of the time.
suggesting a chant to calm.

would it make any different after such ?





if no more any that resemble You or Us is the better.
I let it to be fated.






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I Rest My Case.

circle

for all incident that You are trying my patience;
I stay calm and act usual.

for all the wrongdoings You ever commit;
I forgave triggering my unconditional love to you.

for all the stupidity I ever did;
I beg You mercy for that I did it unintentionally.

for all the chaos I ever made;
I Thank You for being there and still tug me.


I don't need any that cost You much.
I don't and I'm sure I don't.
I need You to trust me.

to trust me, us.
for what we share.
for what we stand.
for who we are.

just like a ring, we are in a circle.
and no matter how hard things goes between,
none of us is going out of that circle.

the circle of us.
You and Me.

I Treasure You the most, that I never did to anyone.

I ♥ You.
stay with me, bare me.

Will You ?

Monday : Quiz 2 CO
Tuesday : AW Assignment 2 submission
Wednesday : On9 conference MOB starts, paper submission
Thursday : Test 2 OAG
Friday : IS Report Submission


can life possibly be more cruel than this ? What a way to live before Raya.

no stress no stress no stress no stress no stress

To the world, You might be one person ;;
but to one person You might be the world.

what say you people ?



in a meantime,
I wish I have want forty-eight hours a day.

though I had sacrifice my day and night devoted to work, I still need extra hours !


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time constraint time constraint time constraint

You Tell Me.

it is theoretically eight sharp in the morning, and I can call it as what-a-day, after all this staying up all night. yes, indeed. I can see that i stayed more often than before. but to be sure people, I will technically drop dead the next next day.

Hail for that !

I am all satisfied that I am done with all my scheduled task. Thank God for such rezeki; the rezeki that I have the spirit, the guts, the energy to stay wide open till this hour.

Am also being bombard by the darling bloggers for a 7 Things-Tag. Thanks to them who with such a big heart have had tagged me. Haiyoh, demi you all, Nad-ku-sayang juga Fatul-aku-sorry; aku gagahkan juga diri ini, hee ;DD

I plan not to talk any personal regarding this tag.

So let us share this one motivational thoughts or should I describe more as to-be-implement skill by the Coveys. I owned a few books by this Coveys. Ayah bought the same book but in a different language quite a lot, for the passed few years. He just couldn't count which one was in his library, haha.

But what I treasure the most is; The 7 Habits for Highly Effective Teens. A birthday present from my Mummy and Baba; a good family friend of ours. (God I Miss Them !) I read the book almost everyday. It comes with short quote by scholars, a motivational thoughts by the pro, and also are indicated from day to day.

That on 1st Jan the entry is blablabla, the 2nd Jan is blablabla and yes so on and so forth.

Based on what is written; we who reads need to apply this 7 Habits in our daily life, motivationally !

and there are :-

• Habit 1 : Be Proactive
  
• -- Take responsible of your life

That you'll reap of what you did. Clean your own mess. Take charge of your deeds. though I own a other-half, to be frank, i deal with most of my matters by my own. He take no charge for the reason I need to learn to live and be mature. yada yada yada, ehem, well comprehend.

And it is so immature to deal with things that is not yet permanently yours. I say aye for that !

• Habit 2 : Begin With The End In Mind
  
• -- Define your mission and goal in life.

Yeah, I've read that we need to state our mission and goal on a paper to make it accomplish. The need to have a list-to-be-done is appropriate and will help us to motivate more. I did implement those, so lets all lad and lass we create such list in our daily life, positively ++

• Habit 3 : Put First Things First
• -- Prioritize and do the most important things first.

It is hard to practice this when we are procrastinating ! Serious ! and at times, we just couldn't see which comes first. and guess what, the third habit is so related to the second habit !

• Habit 4 : Think Win-Win
  
• -- Have the everyone-can-win attitude.

have you ever heard about a win-win situation ? well, it is rather hard to be implement to, hahaha. because people tend to well, you know. em, I tried my best though. a win-win situation, and will continue doing my very best ! win-win okay people ;DD

• Habit 5 : Seek First To Understand, Then To Be Understood
  
• -- Listen to people sincerely

As an imperfect human being who lives in such flaws, we tend to hear what our heart says more that what will people react or think. it is partially good actually. but literally, living by the people surroundings, it is vital for us to understand why people tend to acted in such a way.

and I am still in my state of learning, believe me.

• Habit 6 : Synergize
  
• -- Work together to achieve more.

Collective is always the best. Can't agree more. in life, i guess, the people by us that make us live and know also learn what will life be, what is life, and how tough is life ! yada yada yada.

so i Thank all the great people who had rainbow ed my life beautifully.
couldn't get through of what will life be without all of you.
Thank You for hitting me right to the head just like Karma did, hahaha.

• Habit 7 : Sharpen The Saw
  
• -- Renew yourself regularly.

This is what in malay we called as introspeksi diri, muhasabah diri and all that related. we are not our very best when we are heading to the next chapter of our life. just like any other living beings, we need to know who we are, analyse our mistakes and try our very best to learn all that being taught contextually.

And for the next next next new day of you, You are Born as New ;DD

I have a happy news for all;

NO ONE WILL BE TAG !
HA HA HA.

good news apa, heh.
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and i had come to the end of such informational entry. Suhaili is waiting for me to together get the laundry. I bid ciao to all. Have a blissful day people.


lotsa TLC.

Rambang.

so here something for me to babble. for this past two three days, I'd experienced such a hard tough life, foohoo. it is almost indescribable ! serious I'm telling you.

I know in someway i shouldn't have wrote this, but i did ! because this is my virtual space and I have right to write and yeah so on and so forth. yada yada yada.

But in some so good concrete reasonable matured reason I learn that even if it is your space and you have the authority to write what your hearts says, at a times, you need to consider, consider and reconsider ! hell yeah; I did remind myself earlier before but in the end after such hiatus and hormones I insanely pop out with such a crap post.

Bad me, bad me. Yeah, I am the b**ch, the culprit, so woohoo.
am flaws, yeah, let the world know how I am that bad, yada yada yada.

*sorry that for I am being so conceited*

hormones, hormones hormones. am trampling in such hormones !
bad bad bad PMS-ing and hormones !

free country free country free country free country.
space space space space space space space space.

better world better world better world better world better world.
hormones hormones hormones hormones hormones.

like oh-uh;
why must I be so sensitive !



hormones, sensitive me, Go Away can ah ?
please.

oh btw, I Love my Readers.
don't go away can jugak can ah ?

you know what people, i wrote this because I am so mad with Adeera. jengjengjeng.




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juga oh ya; nak market cerpen satu siri.
baca lah, susah jadi orang fofular.


HA HA HA

and I am so emotional when it comes to :-

Max Weber
"Sociology of Bureaucracy"

Mary Parker Follett

Elton Mayo
"Hawthorne Studies"

Frederic W.Taylor
"Scientific Management"


Douglas Mc Gregor
"Theory X / Theory Y"

Kenichi Ohmae
"Theory Z"

Peter Drucker
"Management By Objectives"

Dr. Henry Mintzberg
Mc Gill University Montreal
Interpersonal, Informational, Decisional Roles

Henri Fayol
Planning, Organizing, Leading, Controlling

Julian B.Rotter
Unipolar Construct Locus Of Control

Hanna Levenson
Multidimensional Process Locus Of Control

Daniel Goleman
Emotional Intelligence

Geert Hofstede
Model of National Culture

Benjamin Schneider
Attraction-Selection-Attrition Framework

Tony Buzan
Brainstorming

Greg Oldham
University of Illinois
&
J.R Hackman
Harvard University
Job Characteristics Model

Yes, so emotional with the GAB/GBB 1033 Schneider !!

and it is Benjamin okay people ;
Benjamin Schneider.

Bukan Peter Schneider, bukan Mike Schneider.

HA HA HA

Haiyoh, begging for mercy Mr Alan.
Schneider je okay what ! hee ;PP

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isn't she beautiful ?

Congratulation for the new born Lynn.
a delectable credits to the babysitters.
-AdeeLi -

demand for a name !
a bestfriend to DeeDee and flowertots.
ngehngehngeh

tiada apa yang ditambah melainkan;
menyiramnya setiap hari.
menjenguknya setiap hari.
bercakap dengannya.

dan tatkala belajar;
menjadikan dia pemandangan utama ;DD


nota kaki : are in my best state gathering all that possible. will somehow conveys an excerpt later.


juga apakata semua enjoy cerpen ini.
bahagian 1.
bahagian 2.
bahagian 3.
bahagian 4.
bahagian 5.
bahagian 6.
bahagian 7.

kepada penulis : mungkin aku boleh dapat royalty atau komisen publisiti ? can tak ? hahaha ;PP

i hold no grudge on no one.
seriously stated.

for those who indirectly or directly have had hurt for all my express;
thousand apologies from me.

people who tend to misunderstood of my saying;
again i bid you a million sorry.

it is just some chants of words which i conveys to satisfy one's vulgarity.


I am offering peace for all, for me.

sorry that you need to read some craps
which wrongly being interprets by surroundings.

to The Fab Five; how can I possibly scattered all in anger towards you.
the four of you have been my all bunch of flowers since then.
ingat tak ?

carved by bonds ; entry awal awal dulu.

and to any parties whom with my lack of concern;
whereby i have had hurt you.

I am deeply sorry.

buat lo sepet ;;

gwe bangga punya-in adek seperti lo. tegar, berani, enggak pantas capek. lo buat gwe bangga kok pet. serius-in ni gwe khabar. lo enggak sama sepertinya gwe. tempat pertama lukisan negara, jauh lagi untuk disama-in when it come to your scouts. lo bakal pangakap diraja pet, bakal kelana wilayah. jauh beda, banyaknya qualities lo punya-in. tapi usually-nya lo katakan aku yang lagi pantas bagus.

lo salah pet. lo jauh lebih bagus dan pantas dari gwe.

namun kadangnya lo jatuh enggak bisa bangun. jadi goblok untuk satu masa pikir-in salah yang lo sendirik bisa baik-in. lo kuat pet, caya-in cakap gwe. lo bisa buat dunia pegun lihatnya lo, dunia bisa getar pet.

lo harus-in bangun dari apa yang lo rasa. lo cepat-in putus harapan pet. itu enggak logis sekali. lo mampu pet. lebih dari sekadar mampu. percaya diri lo sendirik pet. have faith.

gwe enggak senang lo hidup bawah bayangan gwe. keluar pet. jadik diri lo yang gwe bangga-in. stop gayut diri lo pada gwe pet.

kok bukannya gwe rimas, tapinya gwe mahu lo cipta jaya lo sendirik. gwe mahu-in dengar omongnya dunia akan adek gwe yang ganteng, yang hebat yakni lo.

gwe kagum dapatnya Tuhan kasik adek yang ganteng, kok pikirnya jauh dari yang tua. You worth more than You think oh sepet.

dengarnya lo mahu duduk-in trial lo, banyak doa gwe panjatkan pada Tuhan buat lo. moganya lo dapat result seganteng lo pet. jangan mudah bobrok ya pet.

kasi berhentik akal sumpek lo dari pikir-in nya rubbish. triggered a carefree.

aku percaya bangat sama lo. dapat yang baik baik deh.

gwe cinta sayang bangat sama lo pet.
makasih ya bisa jadik kakek yang baik buat adek adek pabila gwe jauh.

lo batu-in dunia gwe.
Good Luck !

x crossing fingers x

to them whom I seldom mention how they had change my life :

Ratab;
I don't know if you are to read this. I heart you to bits. I just don't have the specific reason of why. you always make my day. always be there. thought its been like ages ago since our last meet. I miss you babe. really do. congrats for the winning. you are a man with the big bucks.

and I Thank You for your thought. all blessed to have such a good guy like you. I miss you.


Adzlan too;
I Thank You for always fill my questions with answers. for helping me out from my troubles. You are a hip to fulfill all my itsy-bitsy irrelevant wish. I'm glad to have someone like you for me to count on.

as you say; its worth it for a friend like you. I Thank You.


to naadira j;
you don't know how much I miss you. I really am. and I just couldn't figure it out why. we are virtual bond, but yet to me you are more than that. we have almost the same name, the 'ee', the dimples, oh babe, I miss you so damn fcuk much.

and I Thank You babe, for all that we shared. you are an angel to me. always be. may Egypt treat you well. my family dentist to be aye ? love you darling ♥


Thank You all for never put me as a substitute.


and them who are my drugs and daily thoughts :

suhaili;
I know it was like a zillion time for me to express this. I love you to bits. you are always there, filling the empty seats. I just love you for being a great you to me. you are my dream come true. the bestest of all the best I ever had.

I Thank You for being such a wonder in my night and day. oh, I love you.

to dia-f saya;
you know what I am going to write aye ? I Thank You for all the spirit and thoughts. for all the undivided, endless, uncountable, infinity love. how more can I address all that grind inside.

you know you are more than just an F to me.

praying for you to be fit as a fiddle huns.

to the Fab Five;
I Thank You for all the patience for my nuisance. for all the help, for all the back-ups. I owe you big time girls. couldn't see how things will be if all of you weren't near.

lynn;
I can't say more. you know I love you. aidil too. and to all. (kasi senang sikit cerita, haha)

at the end, I Thank God for all this great people surrounds me.

TQVM.


some footnote :
I had a blast during the Gamelan Test this evening.
Thanks to the great 3-5pm members. and my pantai timur's mate !

hadi oh hadi

makanya aku sekali lagi telah ditag oleh hadi. namun diatas beberapa permasalahan individual yang berlaku, aku ingin sekali memohon ampun pada kau wahai hadi.

sorry for the chronic procrastinate habit. soon will be entertained insyaAllah.

and here we go dwellers;




Name && Description.

adeera : the conveyor
a contextual interrogator who seeks pleasure in blog and written anecdotes.


Explanation.

• adeera : the conveyor literalnya membawa erti kata aku, adeera sebagai penyampai di laman virtual-ku sendiri.
• dari mana datangnya the word convey, well precisely it is from all the babble from Mr Tony Ridhuan whom as a matter of fact, had several times mentions this word called convey that we usually indicate as deliver.
• maka tercetuslah nama blog dari super-pendulous kepada :- adeera : the conveyor.

• a contextual interrogator who seeks pleasure in blog and written anecdotes tu aku rasa, semua pun tahu apa yang cuba aku sampaikan. the description is direct, i love blogging and indeed love reading others daily thoughts. you guys rock my socks, ngehngehngeh.
• oh juga a delectable credits for my genius cuzzy !

• another inquiries on why did i change my blog's name, it is all due to some of my targets in achieving the word so called as maturity. yada yada yada ;PP

juga saya curious mahu tahu ::

1. rai
   
2. qurah
3. bam
4. shak

apa yang anda maksudkan dengan nama blog anda.

Sukacita dimaklumkan, anda di-tag !

HA HA HA

oh, i just couldn't help myself

oh i just couldn't help myself :-

from being all bubbly and gibberish smitten by You.

-- Though it is only a 'hye'; my smile miles wide.
-- Though it is only a wish 'have a good sunny day';
my heart flattered far above the sky.


oh i just couldn't help myself :-

from being all happy and clown which You had count me in.

-- despite the fact we don't meet that frequent in a week.
-- despite the lame me sulking for no specific reason for me to meek.


oh i just couldn't help myself :-

from being so clumsy and missed my step.

-- when Your non-stop lovable text beep.
-- when we fought but then the pissed swift.


oh i just couldn't help myself :-

from being so perfect in this flaws.

-- that I have You whom make me roar ;DD
-- that I have You whenever I'm sour.


oh i just couldn't help myself :-

from being so Thankful.

-- for all the rainbow You showered me, its a Blissful.
-- for all the lesson You taught, it is more than just meaningful.


I Owe You Me.

after a weekend at Home.

one pm right after school session, in the car, location Adni Islamic School.

one pm right after my arrival, in the room, location UTP.

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M : Ibu, Kak Deeya mana Ibu ?

I : Kak Deeya dah balik sekolah.

M : Alaaa, nape dia balik.

I : Sebab dia kene balik la.

--

on the phone with Muhammad and me at the other end.

M : Kak Deeya, awak pegi mana ?

A : Kakak dah balik sekolah.

M : sekolah awak yang petonas tu ke ? (pelat pelat)

A : haah la sayang.

M : alaaa, kenapa awak balik Kak Deeya.

A : mestilah balik, Kak Deeya pon nak bajar (pelat, heee) alolo, nanti Kak Deeya balik lagi, dont worry.

M : alaaaa, awak bawak balik koputer eh ? (pelat lagii)

A : haah laa, Kak Deeya punya kan.

M : alaaaa.

A : samdol punya budak, laptop aku yang dia pikir sebenarnya.


HA HA HA

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another blissful born after the weekend :-

DeeDee-Junior look smashing after the weekend
babysit by Diyanah Darling && Sherry Sayang.

Thank You bebeh for taking a good care of my baby.
Heart You Both to Bits !

Thankiess Chiraaa Bebeh ! *hugs*

Rules of the tag:

-Pick the month of your birth.
-Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
-Strike out everything that doesn’t apply to you.
-Place the list of all the months under a cut.
-Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.


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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.


FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.


APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.


MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.


OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.


DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. *say, i can deal with that i rasa, ahaha.*Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

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out of all a that resembles a December-ians, i can merely conclude I am after all born in the month of December. No much NO here and there. ahahaha.

what a december chick i am (:

OPEN FOR CRITICS AND FEEDBACKS BASED THE MONTH'S DESCRIPTION.
TQVM.



i hereby with all the power in this virtual sanctuary of mine tagged :-

lynn; for being so curious of my absence.
eli; for being such a company.
jeff; for coming up with such unpredictable story !!
ella; for being such a darling in tumpang-ing me a ride home.
sherry; for i miss you bebeh !
hani; for asking the kek batik recipe earlier this morning.
and fatyn; for all the mind for a perfect pressie for the love of her life.


ps : later tagged will be entertained not long after this post.



also, You Guys are Genius for creating the UTP Bloggers Group !!

Currently, I am enjoying the hustle bustle of this drilling sound at home.
Thank God for such good morning alarm !

fate. it can't be put into words.

kan ?

smitten <33

i ended up my Merdeka hols with such a great way ! though I'm having such difficulties to cope with the boredom. *yeah cope with boredom, sounded so insane*

Many Thanks to Hani Comel for being such a kawaii companion ! hehehe. I enjoyed cooking the spaghetti, and we will do it again nanti ! promise you that ! hehehe.

also to the roommates-the bfs. Thank You for making the picnic happened ! you guys rock my spaghetti, ngehngehngeh ;DD

and I'm glad to make it for an outing to Ipoh ! as I am so damn bored to the max. Thanks to Sherry for being the good blerdy reason ! hehehe. Enjoyed accompanying you both shop and Thank You for being so supportive on my Crocs ! hehehe.

A Delectable Thankies to dia-f saya, for making a dream come true.
I am all smitten yaw <33

another good news, the MOB on9 quiz and test had been postponed for a week.

Life is Good so far. blessed (:


ps : Reenbon received a stirrer as a gift ! gila best ! Reen, i demand more American Cookies ! *selamat takyah kene manually kacau lagi, ahaha*

saya sayang Suhaili

saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak dah balik !

saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak takut kucing. *sama sama*

saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak semangat ajak masak !
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak bangun pagi.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak kuat membebel.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab bila awak takde awk buat kita rindu.


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak tanya khabar kita walaupun awak kat Melawati.


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak buat kita mimpi awak dah balik.



saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak sudi kene bebel.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak selalu dengar kita sedih.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak kawan kita belajar dalam bilik.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak selalu tanya kita nak makan apa.



saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab Jeff baik :)



saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak buat kek batik letak nescafe *walaupun kita tak suka*


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak selalu tolong kita kemas dapur.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak tahan dengan tiga minit kita.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab hari rabu hari dobi kita.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak ada ziyad yang comel.


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak selalu ingatkan kita siram pokok *walaupun awak tak, hee*



saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak dah bawak oven. *can buat lasagne ;DD*



saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab nenek awak best !
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab auntie-vogue awak super-best !
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak now tengah tidur.
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak now tidur comel.


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab saat ni phone awak bunyi gamelan. *mungkin Jeff mesej ;DD*


saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak dah balik !
saya sayang awak Suhaili sebab awak bawak barang Ibu kita kasi !





saya sayang awak tau Suhaili,
awak sayang saya tak ?


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