new books new books new books !

i am so going to get these three books

• The Constant Princess
• The Other Boleyn Girl
• The Boleyn Inheritance

The movie was superb, but i heard the books are much more interesting. Furthermore, it is a true story. people, it is highly recommended.

so, while munchkin aren't around, maybe i could get these books and finish it at once :d and also to occupied myself with other activities; teaching the toddlers also the sepet; do some ibu-kakak activities; and meet the loud gfs (also ratab who is not a gfs but cool mate, hehehe) all schedule then, and yes, the dentist :d

enjoy your days people ♥
and to them who will ber-STE, have fun !

credits to a friend of fara who wrote about these books on her blog.
thanks babe ;)

because THEM come first

**crowd reckon have the idea we are sisters; well, do we? em.. :d

**making stupid faces with sepet at jco sunway, in public :d



**before my departure for STE; di rumah waiting for ayah bersama reenbon && iteen

**being tortured lovingly by Muhammad at Pavi; also in public ;)


**semangat TECHIES yang membara di PETRONAS; diyanah sayang tiada :(

**STE loud roomates; love you all && amal tidak bergambar tapi sayang amal jugak


**an outing with munchkin also with the other few cool lad && lass ;)

**a mother's day gift from my superb other-half ♥♥♥

so, what say you people?

juga mereka yang tiada didalam gambar :
ibu ibu, ayah ayah, mak mak, uncle uncle.
sepupu sepupu terchenta.

saya sayang kamu semua.
thank you for painting my life wonderfully.
♥♥♥

ps : credits to darling cuzzy kak fatin.
and munchkin sayang, happy ber-STE ;)
will be missing you.

long lost love

you have no idea how happy i am tonight !
i found this two blog of my dearly darling gf,
back then when i was one of the svian.
gila happy happy happy ;))

alyaa babe and nick darling;
time and place may had brought us far apart
still, you are my loved once
and i am damn glad to found those beautiful blog of yours love
miss all those oldold days at azam.
miss and love you both ♥♥♥

ps : mungkin tidak akan pulang ke kampung.
well, tak dapat jumpa adiela :(
but being home will be okay i guess :)

secured

thank God, thank God, thank God
i thank you Allah for such endowment
felt loved, secured
it wont be a waste, i know that
after yesterday; i'd rejuvenated
&& blessed

the someonesomeone ♥
munchkin; thank God i found you.

in a meantime dwellers;
maybe i'm off for awhile, away to melaka.
heard that adiela baby will be there :d
more piccas of her to be snap then !
enjoy life people ;))

inseperable

munchkin;

thank you for the celebration ♥

i enjoy the fish hunting, hehehe

are in excitement of having the nemos aquarium later

juga thank you for selecting the best coat, i loike

and thank you for this beautiful couple gift ♥

will be missing you alot indeed

also will be a very good girl while youre gone

love you TOO much munchkin

and munchkin, thank you for the wise babble when i'm wrong

i appreciate your undivided care

thank you, thank you, thank you

♥ owl && fish ♥

**pics are as you wish love ♥

post ini adalah khas buat sepet ku seorang ♥

aku enjoy tarian doobedoo bedoo kau that day ;))

aha aha aha sumpah retarded

and terima kasih kerana meng-entertain aku and aishah

sayang kau banyak sepet ♥

in fifteen years time..

the other day during the camp, we have been questioned of what will we be fifteen years later. and i didn't get the chance to share mine so today here i am. well, literally fifteen years from now i will proudly be in the age of thirty three. too old to be mention as one but yet too young too admit as a teen, hehehe. during these days i am visualizing myself as a supermom, an enchanting cool supermom.

my days when i reach those days will be lingered with my ideas of parenting my kids and will be less on myself. how i wish to have a break from my career and be there enjoying the days when my babies learn how to crawl and how to talk. can PETRONAS give me such privilege? **well, if i am their employee lar.

i love babies, so much. they make my day with their smile, their laughs, their act. and i can see i couldn't resist to be a mother who will not be by my children during their childhood. it might be hurtful to me. so i am making my possible option now on how will i deal with such matter. the matter of providing the best education and lesson to them also not to abandon my office days. **too early too think though but thinking make you realize the choices in life ;))

i would start their classes early, i really mean that. i would pay good ransom literally and contextually for them to have fun while learning in such good environment and learning center. i would provide them the quality of humanity in life, and want them to comprehend on how to relate things and think subjects through as an adult. i want them to be par more than i am when i'm in their age. i will teach them the needs of duniawi and ukhrawi. and to turn them to a best human that put the relationship with god and human as their priority. i would also remind myself to be their best-est friend, who will be the shoulder to cry on, and to back up them wisely according to situation while arguing, be the ears and confidante. i will be the coolest mom ever. i want the best for them; my future children.

i've been feeding myself with the stories of a wife, a mother, a stepmother who i would randomly say mother own this guts called power of love. and these mothers amazed me. even my ibus amazed me with the sacrifice they have had made. i learnt a lot from them, all ibus around me, the ibu in the story of khaled hosseini's, lisa see's and betty mahmoody's also my cuzzy. it is hard to teach our kids and make them comprehend of why ibu do it so; but with the will of the power of love these ibus have, they make them comprehend it well. and i know, i will someday be one.

a broad usage of good correct english verbally,academically and arab to them in daily life, bak kata munchkin. also no telly during maghrib, all berjemaah and to gather and recite the Koran alternately; juga bak kata munchkin. kumon, adni, vital years would be my best answer. **tapi siapa tahu kan later on my day of being a mom ada centre yang lagi okay, hehehe.

even on these days; i have been slowly learning on how to teach the toddlers. it is rather hard. shouting is so prohibited. whenever i find myself being impatient by their act, i try to stay calm and continue of being nice and lovable. **something which is so hard for a mother to do while teaching their children, i can prove you that.

i have been spending my days teaching my baby brother Muhammad who is no longer a baby brother. and the fact that i need to chunk : Muhammad is turning to be a young man soon. and i learn that if i were to have a son, i will emphasize his role in the family as daddy's back up; and the need to take a good care of mummy and the household while daddy weren't around. well comprehend then ;))

it is just a thought though. God had wrote the best for me. the best plan ever for me to live in, so bare with it aye? still, saya sedang sediakan payung sebelum hujan because in fifteen years later i am visualizing myself as a supermom who not only would but will provide an undivided centered wise love to my children and to educate them to par.

i am glad to have such thinking. to remind myself of my acts as i wanted to be this supermom to them.

also with this; i would like to wish my dearly darling ibu diah and ibu kiah for their belated birthday. hope ibu ibu sekalian enjoyed the surprise birthday bash ibu liza and ibu timah had threw to you both. uncle chillis is not bad aye ibu? hehehe. and i would also wish to my both dearly ibu of a wonderful upcoming days that fills with even more prosperity and love from all that revolve around ibu. i love you ibu ibu, and thank you for being the second ibu when i need one. and thank you for being such a great sister to my ibu liza. thank you for being such a great ibu and such a loud girlfriends to us. thank you, thank you and thank you. i adore both of you ibu and may Allah endowed ibu with an ultimate love.

to those who have the dream to become a supermom,
let us be one in next khamsata ashara ;)

&& to munchkin, kearah kebersamaan keibubapaan kita ! hehehe. spread those love human ♥

buat intan payung pengarang jantung;

happy 14th months of anniversary sayang ♥

thank you for lifting up the downs
thank you for all the wonderful days
thank you for all the gripping lessons
thank you for spare me such a tranquil love
and thank you for being the greatest in a plainly you

love you, yes i love you ♥

soaring the eagle

before :
not in the mood. relatively being super sick. have had the worst sore throat ever in life.

within the programme :
i learned technics to live. to be a good companion, to be a good listener, to see opportunity in problems, to be a hero in my own self. the perception change though. the sick and pain that i bare is no more for good. i make friends, a really good, super super nice and loud friends; and i love them. hehehe. i enjoy their company. but within the time i am also suffering from the mistakes which come from my own stupidity. and it seems to be continue without a notation to stop.

after :
i'm glad i did it. to make this all new good friends, which is really good for me. i felt new, and motivated. and i did achieve some targets, to stay calm and do not fret over things for too long. it will just hurt you more.

to encik nahar and puan roziah; if you are to read this, many thanks to both of you. i enjoy being in the group ;))

to bam, fathi, lee, pakok and amir; my sprinta group members, you guys are the greatest of all. lap you ! ♥ ♥ ♥

to hanis, jag, kecik, miyuk, bucat, paan, amal, ada, ziela, mici, eqram, pali, bekeng, gee, dynaz, emran, iqbal; thank you, thank you, thank you for being such a great company ! lap you all ♥ ♥ ♥

and to my one and only, i know youve been sulking for what i did, im sorry, i really am sorry. hope to be better for you and yes nevertheless all that had happen even in the hardest time, i still love you, and i always do.

and to them, my greatest group members; we shared and we own this.

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

i appreciate all of you and your thoughts. many love to you ♥ ♥ ♥

thank youu PETRONAS ! saya sayang scholar saya ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s : a thousand splendid suns by khaled hosseini is unforgettable, extra gripping and deeply moving. highly recommended**

buat ayah, dengan kasih nya

tatkala saya menitip kata untuk post pada yang kali ini, ayah berada di ruang rehat bersama anak lelaki nya menikmati hari hari sebagai seorang ayah pada ahad yang indah permai. acap kali saya mendapat masa untuk menceritakan pada umum perihal ayah. ayah yang pada mata saya seorang insan yang penuh azam.

ayah dapat saya kamuskan sebagai seprang yang tidak pernah berkata tidak pada dirinya dan anak anak. ayah tidak pernah berkata tidak pada saya, pada setiap kehendak, walaupun pada masanya mungkin ada sekali dua tapi itu adalah berdasarkan kondisi semasa. saya tahu ayah mahukan yang terbaik untuk kami dan perkataan tidak dari ayah adalah satu kata yang ayah sendiri sukar untuk lafazkan.

ayah adalah seorang yang sangat gigih berusaha. ayah tidak mengenal jemu atau jelek pada tugasnya. dan yang paling saya bangga dengan ayah, ayah senantiasa positif. positif akan diri nya, postifi akan hidup ini, positif terhadap kami. ayah merupakan perangsang utama kebangkitan atas kejatuhan kejatuhan saya.

jika umum bertanya siapakah manusia didunia yang saya kenali sebagai kawan yang terbaik pada kawan kawan nya, jawapannya adalah ayah. ayah seorang sahabat yang baik terhadap dirinya sendiri, terhadap keluarga serta kawan kawan nya. sungguh bertuh barangsiapa yang mendapat ayah sebagai sahabat. in other way, ayah never failed anyone and that includes me.

namun ayah sangat jarang berada dirumah. sangat jarang sekali, memandangkan hal hal kerja nya. tapi itu tidak membuatkan saya jauh dari ayah. ayah senang untuk dibawa berbual melalui telefon dan dari situ kami berhubung kontekstualnya.

ayah seringkali menginginkan yang terbaik untuk kami, meskipun terpaksa menyimpan hasrat sendiri. aya bangga dengan ayah, serta segala pengorbanan nya. dalam satu makna yang lain, ayah merupakan seorang ayah yang hebat dengan cara nya sendiri.

maka dengan ini;

ayah, terima kasih atas segala yang telah ayah sediakan sesempurnanya buat kami adik beradik. terima kasih atas kehidupan ini dan pengajaran pengajaran yang ayah tunjukkan. terima kasih kerana telah menjadi seorang ayah yang hebat untuk kami. kami sayang ayah, dan selamat hari ayah. semoga hari hari ayah yang mendatang akan dilimpahi lebih dengan rahmat Nya. kami sayang ayah.

juga, buat ayah ayah yang lain, di luar sana; ayah hasyim, ayah osman, ayah hussin, ayah osman razak, ayah ali, ayah hassan, cik din, sepupu ku yang telah bergelar ayah, sahabat sahabat yang bakal menjadi ayah pada seorang anak, selamat hari ayah saya ucapkan. kepada atuk haji ramlan yang sentiasa diingatan, selamat hari ayah atuk. terima kasih, terima kasih, terima kasih atas kehidupan yang ayah ayah semua berikan. tidak dilupakan juga intan payung pengarang jantung, semoga kad itu akan menjadi benar bahawa kamu akan menjadi ayah yang hebat buat mereka kelak.

alkhirulkalam, sekali lagi, ayah saya, noorazman idris, kakak sayang ayah ♥ terima kasih atas segalanya

p/s : saya tiada kerana ber STE dengan bangganya. sehingga berjumpa kembali.

this is sickening

this is such a torture, when all you reap everytime you woke up in the morning is being sick. again again and again. continuously, repeatably, unbeatably. my fever and flu marathon refuse to initiate a stop, that i am so sick to gain a life from a pill. this is sickening !

but in other way, i wonder..

nikmat tuhan yang manakah telah engkau dustakan?

surah Ar-Rahman

then that i try gather the answer. still, remain unanswered.
so in conclusion, perhaps God's idea of penance.

blessful jumaat

it is now dah jumaat.
esok will be sabtu.
and guess what, after sabtu is ahad.

and ahad i ste :(
a WEEK !


for real people; a weeeeeeeeekkkkk !
doomed doomed doomed !

hosseini's and shirazy's will be a good companion.
so now i can at least feel glad. at least.
**oh, lame gila bunyi nya, aha aha aha.

love life tag

subsequently being tagged by fatyn. thank you babe for the thoughts ;)) so..


1.How well do u know your man?
feel free to asked any that related then you'll reap an answer. i know him literally and contextually well ;))

2. His age:
nineteen and going to be twen-teen. not twenty, hehehe. too macho to be old :p

3. His Middle Name:
full name : mohd faruq fariduddin. so in the middle it will be faruq. well, he has pretty long name. so i figure it out to make use of it, i mean all. his mak called him mohd. his friends called him faruq. so i with honour called him fariduddin ;))

4.How long have you been together?
a year plusplus and steady. ameen.

5.How long did you know each other before you started dating?
well, quite a sometime.

6.What physical feature attracted you to him first?
physical? em, his smile perhaps. but truth to be told, i adore his maturity and his wits above all.

7.Hair color:
black and some white, i really mean it oh. hehehe.

8.Eyes:
i just dont really acknowledge that, because i can only see the reflect of me as his', hehehe.



RELATIONSHIP STUFF:

9.Are you in love:
i am in love and forever will be, aye?

10.Do your parents like him:
very much, i can say that.

11.Does it matter?
definitely. ibu and ayah is my first love.

12.Do you trust him?
i can say yes, well, he never go out of circuit, so far.

13.Does he let you wear his shoes?
too biggy, but jersey will do, hehehe ;))

14.Do you have a shirt of his that you sleep with?
yesss, alot !

15.Can you picture having kids with him?
again, i can bravely say that a yes. that we want the best ukhrawi and duniawi education for them.

16.Are you happy to be with him?
well contented (:



SOME OTHER STUFF:

17.Does he have any tattoos?
it is a total forbid.

18.Does he have any scars that you know of?
yes, very much indeed.

19.Is he a party dude or stay at home kind of guy?
stay at home, he felt the peace. but he's fun in his own way, and i just love it !

20.Is he Outgoing or Shy?:
to a condition applied.

21.Would he hang out with YOUR friends?
he did that, and enjoying it, hehehe. i enjoy his friends too, especially the one with the name as tepung.

22.Does he sing?
quite aloud, to annoy me, aha aha aha :p

23.Do you know how to turn him on?
as he always say, i always did those.

24.How many times a day do you tell him you love him?
an infinite figure im telling you.

25. picture of him

someone who at times can be serious, but also are thinking wise as the man. and not the forget of being retarded due to situation. hehehe.


i lap you munchkin.


i hereby tag :
dearly kak fairus
sherry sayang
aufa
aleen

and those who are madly inlove with their other-half.
spread those love ;))

super super, super chaos

hye dwellers;

when you are about to read this post, please read the title of this post out loud and do pause on the comma. it was super super, super chaos. obviously.

last weekend, we went for a short holiday at sunway, okay, cool short vacation indeed. and why is sunway? well, it is because this roxy summer splash that is on that particular weekend and that my darling sister azreen is desperately wanting the outing. so, its on for her, but still as for me and sepet, we don't really into this summer splash thingy. but looking at those 1000 first early comers goodies bag i am suddenly enthralled and stupidly get myself into the summer splash. and i it was super super, super chaos. that the things that i do while im there is just to only sit on the rock, wondering again and again of why and more why. enough thinking of the bombardment of hedonism. and in conclusion, no more summer splash as i dont prefer loud music and also crowd, subhanallah. but exception will do for the goodies, aha aha aha :p

but in the end, the short vacation at sunway turn to blast that night. with ibu and ayah and yes the loud sibs. also for the dress i bought for a very good price and i had achieve one big prize, i won snooker over ayah. though he taught me the at the early minutes of the game. hehehe. **big grinned.

and again, i always believe in this. happiness in a family is not how far coast to coast ayah bring us, or how expensive ayah bought stuff for us, but the time and the whole-heartedly love he showered us.

with this; ayah happy post-father's day. i love you and proud to inherit these genes from you.

p/s : munchkin; thanks heaps for the wonderful yesterday. i appreciate your thoughts. thank you, thank you, thank you.

para pembaca

maafkan saya atas kesulitan yang bertimpa timpa. walaupun saya mendapati bahawa amat payah untuk saya meneruskan penulisan, saya tetap mengagahkan diri untuk menjadi penglipur pada seantero dunia.

kehidupan dalam masa masa yang terdekat ini dapat saya konklusi kan sebagai keindahan yang sudah lama ingin saya kecapi. setiap detik kesenangan tanpa gundah dan risau adalah syurga dunia yang pingin sekali diingini pleh segenap umat. saya bersyukur atas kelapangan yang dianugerahkan-Nya.

telah saya penuhi kekosongan indah ini dengan pembacaan secara telus dan jujur. pencarian terhadap kisah kisah sebenar kehidupan dan dunia lain yang saya rasa ingin sekali untuk pergi meninjaunya. dan saya amat merasakan sungguh alti sekali melalui pembacaan sedemikian, bahawa dengan sesungguhnya saya dapat menafsirkan kehidupan mereka mereka yang lain, yang juga umat dibumi ini.

saya merasa suka dengan kehadiran mereka yang disayangi. sorakan dan bingitan comel adik adik manja, yang pasti akan saya rindui satu masa nanti. juga lawatan para ibu tercinta, yang datang memeriahkan lagi laman hati ini dengan ceritera mereka. juga ibu dan ayah saya yang telah memenuhkan lagi ruangan rindu ini. terima kasih atas hari hari yang telah saya lalui. juga kepada intan payung pengarang jantung yang dekat dihati juga dekat secara fizikal, saya amat menghargai diri kamu virtual nya dan fizikal nya untuk senantiasa ada dekat bersama saya. namun, suara suara kecil dalam diri selalu tertanya tanya akan khabar cinta hati yang lain, yang jauh dimata meskipun dekat dihati. semoga kalian baik baik di bawah lindungan Nya. juga semoga kalian sentiasa bahagia di kala kelapangan ini. sesungguhnya, saya amat merindui kalian semua.

hari hari akan datang akan mungkin sama seperti hari hari lepas. akan saya digamit pamitan semua disekeliling, juga jadual sendiri. setiap nano saat akan diisi dengan buku buku kemanusiaan, satu subjek yang sangat diagung agungkan dan satu persoalan yang hanya dapat hidup ini jawab melalui pembacaan, pangamatan dan pengalaman. bahawasanya banyak lagi jidil hidup untuk saya khatamkan.

alkirulkalam kepada semua, nikmati lah rezeki kelapangan ini. semoga berbahagia ;))

oh kepada kak fairuz sayang; selamat berusaha dan semoga maju jaya ♥

oh super pendulous

due to some unsolved problem, i might not be able to post super pendulous as often as before. and i does regret such things happen. but to the readers, keep on reading ! i will try to update every now and then.

to this people :

beeha
diyanah
sherry
hani
kat
lynn
aidil
eli
mae
sara
ella

all beloved UTP-ians; i am so going to miss you like crazayyy !

enjoy your holiday folks and just to inform that i am going to enjoy books this holiday ;))

♥ much much love ♥

xoxo