beloved PEN saved the day

it has been a while since my last post at home. things happened pretty fast, aiyoo. still, i managed to gripped every of it. i had embark a wonderful yet painful, impatient journey from KL to UTP. tested my ability sehingga ke saraf tunjang ! serious ! the bus was darn late ! an hour late ! then i finally thought we will have the safe journey back to utp, but things happen that the dearly bus stop tepi jalan where we are not yet crossed the Selangor border ! sangat dekat, serious dekat ! waited half-dead in the bus for nothing then finally i and diyanah managed to get the other bus to ipoh.

and here it goes; PEN saved the day ;) we really missed PEN though ! I and diyanah lompat dengan jolly nya when we saw PEN ! and yes the dearly gfs ;)

it is super nice to have them around. love you all, PEN too.

then after a few hours, i find myself esoknya struggling on IBIS, isk. pengajaran : sediakan payung sebelum hujan is well-absorbed. then during the night, out of sudden the bloody tears jatuh; i miss my ibu. i know it sounded rather mengada as baruu je balek jumpa ibu, but still, I MISS IBU !

MISS IBU !
MISS IBU !
MISS IBU !

glad munchkin are here to consult and betulkan the niat of being here with him.
thank youuu pengarang jantung ;)

sudah berapa banyak kali i kept mention this; jerked back into reality and still i am going to repeat it; i do jerked back into reality.

test is just around the corner that it will scares me to death ! and the fact that final in only three weeks; munchkin telah mengisytiharkan tarikh keramat untuk berusaha and i am about to join the venture.

current status : belajar, belajar dan lagi belajar

sehingga bertemu kembali, salam sejahtera ;)

yesterday; today

so now that i am home, i enjoyed every milisecond being with the beloved family members ;)

friday ♥

wake up at a very common hours, ngahaha :p helped ibu with the chores a little bit when suddenly kak adh dharr appeared on the doormat and shouted "assalamualaikummmmm !", god, i miss her ! we then had a very good lunch together, whereby sepet did alot of stupid and ridiculous joke and i do enjoyed the moment ! the moment the ngengades having their lunch together ! and we are proudly consist of : kak adh (the president), me (the naib), mee goreng aka sepet, ireen, iteen also aishah ! ibu with an honour are the penaung, hehehe.

it is nice and very relaxing to have everyone around, laughing, have had a good joke, again laughing or the word : meringis ;)

but sadly, sepet and iteen will be off to the scouts camp after the lunch. and yes, they are "once a scout, always a scout". both are very dedicate scout and they do spent more time at the campsite rather than house ! especially sepet, i adores her passion, she is such a workholic ! i admit the fact !

so tinggallah kami berlima. which soon after tinggal empat as ireen need to run for a theater at school and need to complete the chores of fectching muhammad from adni. ibu once mention that i and ireen are the true sisters to muhammad as we don't play violence as sepet and iteen did, they are ganas towards him, serious ! but i know, it is ganas of love, ngahaha :p and the kesian goes to muhammad :p

i spent most of my hours that day in General Hospital as my dearly ayah Hussin suddenly admitted for a heart attack he had early in the morning. I, together with aishah, went to visit ayah Hussin, greet him to get well soon ;) i know he will !

right after we keluar from the lif, we saw ibu kiah together with ayah busu and yes, the apple of my eyes : gading putri aka adiela comel ! i am so entharalled that i snap a photo of her every now and then ! kak adh, aishah and i had a lot of fun playing with adiela, and she has been such an adorable little baby, that i can't just take my eyes of her !

hours at GH was fun, yes fun. though i am relatively shocked of the news of ayah hussin but i am praying for his better. i met my darling family members (except for those who had been mentioned) : atuk, ibu iza, ibu timah, ibu minah, ayah usop, ibu alwa, darling najwa and macho zahin ! it is a sekejap but yet holds a lot of great seconds as i do missed them.

later on, we went to jj. picked up some stuff, and i had a lot of fun being with all of them though kak adh takde. well, she did mentioned suasana sudah lain, aku telah berkahwin; ahaha, okay, i'll chunk that :p

days end up pretty fast and i had a blast ! yes i did ;)

saturday♥

drop azreen at pavi. tinggallah saya, ibu, ayah and muhammad. huhuhu. i miss sepet and iteen. but in a positive way, i jadi the only daughter for a day at mid ;) hehehe. had a nice lunch at chilli's, alhamdulillah. had a great talk, suap suap event, hehehe. then we're off for Over Her Dead Body. pretty cool i guess, but a bit lame, yet ibu burst into terharu tears, well ibu always did so i'm guessing i might be one day, as i will be an ibu and a wife, aiyoo.

well, basically this is all that happened on my dearly weekend, fast but yes i gripped every of it. every moment to be with ibu. i am so going to miss her later on. seriously going to miss her. same goes ayah, glad i am in his hug this weekend, being the daughter he had been missing.

tommorow agenda :

muhammad's sports day at adni ! need to wake up early; to prepare the breakfast with ibu, and now it is already LATE !

so human, i'm off.

and yes right after the event i will be off with diyanah to picked up some jcos for the gfs ! hehehe.

p/s : thank you ibu and ayah for the great weekend.

i am going to miss you. journey of motivation back to utp ;)

enough said here, hehehe.

sudden action

i have been a cry on baby a few days before, knowing the fact that i miss home so much and the reality that i can't just go back and left all the barriers to them. but things happen had relatively make another things occured, and i am now glad i'm typing this through my family's laptop, which means I AM HOME human, yes, at last !

i had three situation before (which my darling diyanah nak i mention here, hehehe)

the three situation :

1. ibu will be off for a sisters' holiday on the 1st may, the definite date i am suppose nak balek. and i won't be able to meet ibu nanti :(
2. i nak keluar ngn beeha manja ! nak temankan beeha manja ! hani comel and sherry sayang pula ada latihan orchestra ! and maybe enggak dapat join ! so tinggal diyanah darling and i for beeha manja. and my ibis mind map ! and ibis project ! huhuhu
3. last but not least; diyanah darling rindu rumah. rindu ayh dia, mama dia, jannah, abg hanif, faris, arif, kak ayu and brownie ! and she got a situation ! and i sayang dia, and i pon nak to be there for her, so that she won't be alone later in bus !

and i had a hard time configuring it yes, a very hard time. but again, munchkin had been the mr wise man. pulling me into his firm second thought and said "go pack your things, be home with ibu, be there for diyanah" and i am here now !

with that; thank you munchkin ;)

konklusinya :

i arrived home semalam, with my family members gathered for the khamis malam jumaat at the hall with ustaz. i greet salam, cium ayah, and i tak berani nak kacau ibu as ibu have her turn reciting. and dukung my sayang bucuk bucuk muhammad naik atas, bukak kan alvin and chipmunks. then i went for some settle down and join him. and a few moment later, all the family members naik atas shouting : kak deera, kak deera. salam, salam. and deep in my heart; oh it is worth it to be home with them.

munchkin, thank youu ♥

though i left another family members back in tronoh but ibu and ayah keep on asking about him. intan payung, have a blast weekend okay at obw, been missing you.

my beeha manja, hani comel, sherry sayang; thank youu for the grant of tolerate you gave babes, i love you.

p/s : things happen for a reason. and i did learnt : things that happened make another things happened; unplanned.

i am blessed ;)

inhaler needed

just recently i had a word with ibu through sms. the fact that tomorrow is a holiday and the needs of me to be here turns my day solemnly blue.

ibu told me she misses me, miss the day we had, miss my childhood being her only baby, the one who get the rotan while trying to know abc. i miss the old days too, and i do miss my ibu, so much.

i miss my time with her, laughing, shopping, crashing into tug of war contextually. i do miss the old time. now here i am, tiptoeing the memory lane.

thank you ibu for all the days teaching me of what will life be; for supporting me in anyway; to criticizing me for good; to always fills the empty seat; for being the best-est of a friend; for highlighting the meaning of humanity to me; for guiding me in being a good sister just like you; for the tips of becoming a good girlfriend, for the talk of becoming a loyal wife, for the stories of becoming a loving mother. i know you will always be my library, the place to know everything about the world. you had rainbow my days.

i need ibu more than anything, though we do had a few clashes. it is part of life i guess as a mother and daughter. as i grew older, i still need ibu by me. still need her desperately. though human around can't barely sees it but i do need her. i do realize the fact i will also need to live without her one day. the need to be an extra strong.

ibu; the best friends ever, the place where i stores everything. ibu realizes that one day i need to shift, shift to another story, another chapter of my life. ibu never denies how important munchkin to me. and i know every now and then ibu loves munchkin too as she always place munchkin above everyone in any subject of life.

they both aren't a substitute. they are my inhaler. the source to breath. i love them;

and ibu, i love you ibu, so much, so much ♥

the hero is now here

again, human. i am in the programming lab. in a grief as programming again haunting me for the blur-ness of the past that i suffer so much, subhanallah.

i was just had a chat with nizam during my trials to escape such programming question and i did mention to him : "bila lah ada orang nak selamatkan kita?" and human, suddenly...

he knightly entered; rainbowed the perpetual bore atmosphere. yes, my lecturer. who have been away for quite a sometime and the fact that everyone misses him so much.

dr fadzil; i'm glad you're back.

status : jerked back into reality; will be so motivated for programming, ameen

the pre anni ;)

i had a blast
two weeks more to a year

human;
one year and yes, a lifetime
ameen

saya di-ke-tagged oleh i z z a t

Top 5 presents u wish 4...

• book of humanity (that will be nice)
• a watch kot
• ...

(eh, seriously i tak tahu lah. i guess am all equipped, tapi if anyone nak bagi, okay je, hehehe)


Person who tagged me..

• i z z a t
  

5 impressions about the person who tagged you...

• mae's, hehehe
• em, inquisitively quiet
• good in computer, i rasa
• mae's
• again mae's

(god, nampak sangat tidak berapa kenal, hehehe)


Most memorable thing done or given...

• .... aduhai.
  

Most memorable words said

• aduh, cakap pon enggak tentu pernah dong

If he becomes my lover, i wud...

• oh ?? mae nyer bf ni :p
  

If he becomes my enemy, the reason wud b..

• entah la
  

8people who i wud like 2 know how they feel bout me @ 8 ppl tagged by me...

1. Pia
2. Kak Fairus
3. Eli
4. Sherry
5. Hani
6. Fara
7. Eiju
8. ..... anyone
   

---actually it is suppose to be 10 ppl but...hny 8 org jak yg brtuah dpt. keyh2.---


Who is no. 7 having relationship wif?

• oh, enggak tahu dong, hehehe, sory :D
  

Who is no. 8 having relationship wif?

• sesapa beserta sesapa
  

If no. 8 n no. 1 is 2gether, wud it b a gud thing?

• perhaps; well. it is a sesapa after all. a very good sesapa for pia sayang ! adoi
  

Wat bout no. 1 n no. 5?

• they don't know each other, but they might be one day, at my wedding, ahaha. the bestfriends table ;)
  

Wat is no. 3 studying?

• sama kos dong; bis
  

When is the last time u chatted wif no.6?

• before euphonious-preliminary, YM-ing ;)
  

Does no. 4 work?

• sama sama belajar, aiyoo
  

Any of them has any cousins in their school?

• sesapa maybe
  

Wud u b wif no. 8?

• ahaha, is that sesapa is munchkin, then i am soo going to be with ;)
  

How bout no. 5?

• oh, the darling bestfriend tuu
  

Does no. 2 have any siblings?

• ada laa ! 4 girls, hehehe ;)
  

How do u get 2 know no.2 no.4?

• kak fairus is my rock-cuzzy; sherry is my sunshine hunny, hehehe
  

Where does no. 1 live @?

• sungai merab, a huge beautiful mansion ! oh, pia is a princess okayy ;))
  

How do u get 2 know no. 8?

• sesapa kan? so perhaps dimana mana aja, hehehe
  

Is no. 5 the sexiest person in the world?

• hehehe, she will always be. it is subject okay human
  

#include conio.h

9th April 2008

My head suddenly being hantuk pada dinding. well, not literally really, it is contextual. But i do tergadah. And the phrase "tepuk dada tanya selera" pop up in mind. Slept darn late thinking of what should i do, how must i act. i gather all possible courage to make my mind and then i have the firm decision : I will be strong and motivated for the world, for us. But despite the fact that esoknya will be the programming quiz make me even more tense. Tapi tidak mengapa, I have it all beres i guess. dengan bantuan peers, i mungkin boleh buat, ahaha. you know what i mean -_-'

10th April 2008

I couldn't make it to class early in the morning. And i felt guilty towards my babes. The words being highlighted, oh I am a crap. Maafkan saya, sorry. As soon as I entered, the cute-lecturer dah sampai. and the lecture room is a fullhouse ! amazing ! and i sat beside sarah, em, cherished every moment we had. but the best part is Array will be the last chapter in the syllabus. Thank God. During the quiz then, we make it the most with the help of Boss, Zawn, Rye and Tengku. peers helped alot, they really do ;)

and and and, just baru kejap tadi I tested the C program I had wrote before during the quiz, and I stupidly terlupa #include conio.h and thats why my program runs gila cepat tadi. aiyooo. served me right. and sarah, there might be some point yang akan hilang, sory babe.

apa apa pun, things happen taught us a lesson, the lesson to study even more and to test on your dev c++

speaking of the devil, i am glad wafi helped me; with the helped of ilhami, of course. ouh, they are genius in programming, so the credits goes to them. again, peers helped. hehehe.



and yes, atas incoherence yang sedang saya alami. i am trying to handle it knightly. sabar.

to whom it may concerned : fikir lah. it will be the best.

dan kepada umat manusia lain; maafkan saya for all the unintended hurts. i do fret over all trouble i ever cost you human.

semoga berbahagia ;)

please, please, oh please

its been only a few hours ago that i posted my last post. and now i find myself posting a post again, over and over again.

supposedly human, i should be chunking econs at the moment, yes, econs, econs and more econs, urgh ! but then things had happened that make me failed to do it so. oh, yes, things happened. happened, happened and happened. but its okay, i am not going to be grief for it as i just realised, being down won't help or change anything, so must you human.

recently, i have been so demotivated. that i missed home so much, misses the sisters, missed ibu and ayah, and ibu diah, and kak adh dharr. the fact that i miss my baby brother gila banyak. that i kept on calling him, and hear he's counting numbers in arabic and being glad that he could speak arab ;)

also being so demotivated as the econs test is coming, and to hantuk my kepala pada dinding that i don't have ilmu econs that much in mind. and the ibis test result which i dengan sengalnya screwed up meskipun soalan senang, aduhai. juga juga dan juga lecture dan lab programming yang kesakitan kerana ke-tidak-fahaman-nya masuk menusuk tulang sumsum, adoi adoi. dan lebih parah lagi apabila perkataan "File Cannot Be Compiled" muncul on my dev c ++

and atas masalah-masalah yang tidak dapat saya atasi. and atas soalan-soalan yang saya tiada jawapan nya. and human i find myself penat saying please i don't have the answer. please, please, oh please.

namun, saya mahu tahu akan jawapannya. maka, bersabar lah ya. akan saya carikan jawapan nya. tapi tolonglah sabar.

that is all why i am so demotivated. glad engineer keep on belanja-ing me ice cream ;) thank youuu.

but human, yes, sekali lagi : langit takkan selalu biru.

setelah penat memikirkan kondisi yang sedang saya alami. dan kejatuhan kejatuhan yang sedang saya tempuhi. saya kemudian berfikir kembali. hey, there is no use to be that down. maka, saya mengambil inisiatif untuk bangun dan memotivasikan diri sendiri.

there is a time human, when we can't asked for other people's motivation; as the rational is need to be come from us; before we can count on others, we must first count on ourselves, yes, ourselves. we are a leader in our own way, our own unique style that you should give a damn on what others want to think to. for god sake, i started to thinking of myself first before others; buat sekian kalinya. but there is part of me that is hard to be define, but still i won't give up in defining it, mark that.

maka konklusinya, saya bangun sendiri. menongkat dagu malas, menghayun tangan manja, menapak kaki kaku dengan satu tujuan; tujuan bahawa saya hidup bukan untuk kalah.

human, when there is so much worries in mind that we can't bare (as what i am experincing now) only we can help ourselves. untuk terus hidup dalam kegelisahan adalah bukan caranya, kerana setiap kejatuhan itu lah yang membuatkan kita lebih dewasa.

so people, and yes adeera, wake up, please wake up.
cast away your fear, your scattered mind. only you can find your way.
think wise and think nice.

to whom it may concerned : i know you will, i always know you will ;)

p/s : sebuah kayu pengukur mungkin bukan lagi menjadi indikator yang terbaik. as i had experience it before, so my word of life of studying is : i am not to study to be on the list, but i need to study to live. maafkan saya atas post yang sangat panjang ini. couldn't help.

oh yaa; semoga berbahagia ;)

another day another drama

human, can you believe in the fact that I am now in the Programming Lab ! urgh !
I just can't find the guts to do this as I am in a total lost and blur-ness.
though i am suppose to know so much about it as I might be the future programmer, but now, i'm thinking of shifting, adoi.
the only thing i'm good at is presenting, maybe should i proceed as a marketing executive or perhaps anything relevent related to it?

oh, now i agree...

"life's but walking shadow, a poor player,

that struts and frets his hour upon the stage,

and then it heard no more: it is a tale,

told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing"

William Shakespeare; Life Brief Candle

i have piles of books to study on;
too many chapter to chunk;
too much pages to burn;

i am all occupied and screwed;
tense, yes i am;
cooling down?
oh, i'll try;

Tuhan;
bless me, i need it urgently.

exceeded far than just par

doctor; thank you for the ice creams
and thank you for the vitamin C
thank you for your medical advise
thank you for your unconditional concern
thank you for being a great doctor in an engineer
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you and thank you
I'm flattered ♥

munchkin, you have exceeded far than just a par
with that, i thank you ;)

belajar belajar dan belajar

apakah belajar bagi kamu? adakah belajar itu merupakan satu masalah? jikalau belajar merupakan satu masalah maka apabila kita dilanda masalah, perlukah kita belajar? mengikut teori yang sedang berlegar-legar di legasi pemikiran saya;

belajar = masalah
masalah = masalah

maka;

dalam ayat lazim : masalah ketika belajar atau belajar ketika masalah

setelah ditranslasi : (masalah + belajar) juga (masalah + masalah)

kesimpulan ayat matematik

(masalah + masalah) = masalahmasalah

cuba jika kita adaptasikan masalah yang lagi kronik dan kritikal tahapnya, maka ia mungkin akan menbuahkan masalah kuasa dua belas. oh, itu adalah sungguh dewa tahap kronik nya.

persoalan apakah, mengapakah, bagaimanakah, dimanakah, juga kah-kah yang lain menbuatkan saya buntu dalam pencarian penyelesaian yang tidak berapa pasti kesahihannya.

namun kepada yang menginginkan saya untuk terus belajar, saya akan belajar. cuba mengharungi ranjau penuh duri ini dan akan terus cuba menggapai bebanan buku di para atas almari lantas akan saya buka dan cuba cuba cuba terus cuba menelaah sehingga sampainya saat sudah tiada logik lagi untuk saya meneruskan pembacaan.

alkhirulkalam; belajar belajar dan belajar, saya akan terus belajar. semoga berbahagia ;)

ALIENated

.how i wish I'm a strong hero.
.capable to lift everyones spirit.
.and can put things right for all human by me.

.i fret over my delayed words.
.and are now suffering so much from it.

.Tuhan; if only i could initiate a REWIND.

Langit tidak akan selalu cerah

do you, have faith in this?

well human, today, i did.

hidup won't be that easy for us to live in. but my faith in duka lawannya suka will help pull me from this jeopardy. i know it will.

adakah adil untuk seseorang umat itu hidup dengan suka tanpa duka? lantas mungkin dia akan alpa dan terlupa akan umat lain yang sedang merana. and that is why karma exist human. to teach you from the mistakes.

recently saya dikhabarkan oleh orang sekeliling that i am capable of living by my own and the fact that i am much more stronger than them, than any human they knew. human, when this proverb come wise true in me, i have been taken back. yes, langit tidak akan selalu cerah, awan takkan selalu biru.

kepada mereka yang menjadikan saya sebagai kekuatan kehidupan hari-hari, i know what it is to be in your shoes now. and frankly i almost forgot how its feel, as i had been flattered with the beautiful rainbows all over me.

and it is now; i am at the end of a rainbow, that in my prayer i merely prayed as a temporary end.

together with me, stop be a cry on baby. you must and same goes to me. you can and i know i will. please, stand by me.

i am deeply sorry. hero; surely it isn't me.


to whom it may concern; please, believe me when i say you are above all the subjects in my life, i am, i did and i will. i am sorry that i have the words delayed and i am deeply sorry for all the unintended hurts. yes, you can put the blame on me.

big bam babbling boom

the ample work to be done;

• study study and study econs, more and more
• do the ibis mind map lazy bum
• chunk the codes of programming

oh, not much actually, but hell yeah, need a huge motivation for it, urgh.

adeera; wake up whore. juggle no more.

from munchkin : better start it now or you will doomed regret

p/s : human, thats not me okay. obviously she is far too fair, ahaha :p

becoming a hustler; (updated version 1)

just done with the tutorial. homo sekalian, do you believe in me if i say this is the first time i did it by my own? ouh, pathetic kan? darn !

but yes, i am grateful, to have this bare hands and to have the courage and guts to do it ;) hehehe

so here we go; the hustle day THREE


chapter 22 : Measuring a Nation's Production, Income, and Spending

according to Sexton;

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1) GDP(Gross Domestic Product) = C+I+G+(X-M)

with
C as Consumption, I as Investment, G as Government Purchases and (X-M) as exports

Consumption
*diverged to three subcategories
*nondurable. eg : food
*durable. eg : automobiles
*services. eg : education

Investment
*consists of two
*Fixed Investment; all spending on capital goods
*Inventory Investment; all purchases by businesses that add to their inventories

Government Purchases in GDP
*expenditures on goods and services (is included in GDP calculation). eg : paying the salaries
*transfer payments (is excluded in GDP calculation). eg : welfare

Exports
*total exports - total imports (a negative total)
*to get the net exports



2) Calculating the Price Index

*get the cost of market basket due to basket given and the price given proportionally
*the Formula

Price Index = Cost of market basket in current year/Cost of market basket in base year*100

*the inflation; is the different between the current year price index and the base year (in %)



3) Real GDP

*the Formula

Real GDP = Nominal GDP/Price-level index*100

*GDP deflator is a price-level index


4) addition

*illegal business is not included in calculating the GDP; despise ignoring the moral matters ;)

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notes : adeera, make yourself clear with the GNP, thank youu

done homo; special thanks for myself, oh vain. hehehe, thankiess ;)

therapy

desperately need this soothing therapy
oh pavillion wait for me okay !

do it your way

repetition : i was suddenly taken back to one of my favorite friend of a friend's blog entitled "our love story" which was actually written prior to her taken-back of her friend's entry entitled "every couple has their own story".

an abrupt conclusion : a friend of a friend of a friend entry ;)

well, i do agree with the statement as we also have our own story


the story : of munchkin and his cupcake ♥

the fact that we don't meet that much in public make us grew even fonder towards each other.

we have the idea of respecting each other needs, yes.
we have the idea of keeping the grip in our own way, yes.
we have the idea of no abandonment lay to the dearly friends, yes.
we have the idea of getting this relationship mature day by day, an absolute yes.

so people, wake up. please, do it your way ;)

and yes, CHUNK this

"the minute I heard my first love story
I started to looking for you
not knowing how blind that was.

Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along."

Jalaluddin Al Rumi

p/s : I do respect homo sapients choice of relationship if they respect mine ;)

becoming a hustler;

the hustle day ONE

woke up with motivation, yes i always do when the first thing i heard is intan payung.
darn late for some unanswered circumstances. lock myself in the room. get the filthy book; and BOOM, its start !

chapter 6 : Elasticities
(it is pretty absurd though as this chapter is not to be test this coming bloody test, but for some hanky panky reason, i need to read the chapter)

as far as i concern and yes from the consideration of Sexton;

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Price Elasticity of Demand (Ed) = %change in quantity demanded (Qd)/ %change in price

Elastic
*when Ed > 1
*the Qd changes proportionally more than the price changes

Perfectly Elastic
*demand curve is horizontal
*the elasticity coefficient is infinity
*slightest change in price will lead to a huge change in Qd

Inelastic
*when Ed < 1

Perfectly Inelastic
*vertical demand curve
*the Qd is the same regardless the price

Unit Elastic Demand
*Ed = 1 ; unit elastic demand
*eg : 10% increase in price will lead to a 10% reduction in Qd


The Determinant of The Price of Demand

1. the availability of close substitutes
   
2. the proportion of income spend on the good
3. the amount of time elapsed since the price change

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then the devil haunted me; yes. and i find myself being a shrimp on the bed like an udang of nowhere, lost and astray.

the fact that i am a siput is coming true when i have 6.2, 6.3, 6.4 to complete before the next dawn. Darn !


one word : hurt, yes it is.

wise word : be strong, yes be strong !

conclusion : econs; tunggu okay. let this pain done then I am back to you ;)

status : endure and motivated