yes, be strong

adeera,
be strong. yes, be strong !

hustling the econs

munchkin

the love
the life
the man
the heart
the partner
the smile
the laugh
the shoulder
the tissue

the listener
the adviser
the thinker
the wisest
the joker
the planner
the savior
the knight
the shield
the perfume
the osom
the finger a to z

the dictionary
the encyclopedia
the intan payung
the pengarang jantung
the buah hati
the keamanan
the candies
the lollipop
the oxygen

the doctor
the engineer, yes the engineer


munchkin; thank you for the time, for the wise words, for lifting up the downs and yes for filling the empty seat.

thank you, thank you and thank you.

p/s : this is all munchkin to me, oh-oh-oh

anonymous

1. Happy?
*yes, i suppose ;)

2. When was the last time you went
out?
*em em em, last sunday. went to teluk batik for the 11th annivesarry ;)

3. What was the last movie
you saw?
*ouh, ps i love u. i bought the pirated, ahaha :p

4. The last place you went?
*v4 common room with intan payung. studying ;)

5. Missing someone?
*yes, alot indeed. Muhammad, adik-ku :'(

6. What made you smile today?
*intan payung buat lawak, ahaha

7. Are you scared to fall in love?
*u tell me :p

8. Ever thought you were in love?
* i am, i will

9. What is your status right now?
*attached; ouh, love the word ;)

10. Did you dream last night?
*yes, n i find myself hantuk kepala kat dinding. absurd, i know

11. What were you doing this morning
at 7 am?
*sleeping after the subuh, hehehe

12. What were you doing this
morning at 10 am?
*hibernating! like ouh uh :p

13. Name a place you want to visit.
*...

14. Do you have a tattoo?
*apakah?

15. What was the last thing you ate?
*bytes!

16. Last thing you drank?
*air kenyang intan payung belikan semalam ;)

17. Last text message received?
*fatynqb ♥

18. Do you have a nick name?
*cupcake? hehehe

19. One thing you do everyday?
*texting, like ouh uh

20. Are you a type of person who
easily gets hurt?
*em, to a condition applied, thank you

21. The last thing you said
to one of your friends?
*ciumkan yang lagi tiga for me, hehehe

22. Rate your day 1- 10.
*9 (1 is missing sebab the hibernate; but intan payung make my day)

23. Did anything exciting happen
today?
*yes, hustling the icis ;)

24. Type something that is on
your mind?
*loved

25. How many things in your past do
you regret?
*tahap dewa banyak nyaa

26. Do you have a best friend?
*the loud 4 girls in utp, the another 3 girl which are now on their own way, own path

27. What do you want to be when you
grow up?
*a woman with a career, a wife, a mother, a 24-7 daughter

28. descibe urself in one word.
*retarded, its crystal clear

29. Have you ever had
your heart broken?
*one or two will do

30. Do you like your life?
*im enjoying every nano-second of it

31. Has one of your friends ever
stabbed you in the back?
*...

32. Do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?
*equal i guess

33. How long have you had friendster?
*since 2002, kot

34. Have you ever skipped school?
*hehehe. once or two will do

35. why do u even bother to tell me
all this??
*because its 3am in the morning
and i wanted to write about my highschool gf but the freaking picture does not appear; thank youu

jerked back into reality

the checklist;

econs : i am so so not up-to-date
status : chronic tahap unta bonggol tiga

programming : left far behind
status : juga chronic tahap unta bonggol enam

maths : em, uh. so-so
status : masih boleh bernafas, InsyaAllah

ibis : like durhh T.T
status : apakah?

english : the least thing i can do is keep posting :p
status : suam suam kuku

konklusi : stop being a clown who juggle everywhere; start being a human who rise from an end

kepada diri sendiri : aiyoo; stop being a blur la wey. wake up for god sake.

of ibu and her darling sisters ♥

okay stop!
reckon no more.
a tale i am about to tell,
is a tale of pride and honor.
a story of an enchanted love of my life.

and here they are; ibus.
ibu and her darling sisters ;)



*on top : ibu kiah
*on atuk's left : ibu diah
*on atuk's right : ibu timah
*on atuk's left lap : ibu iza
*and yes on the other lap is my ibu, ibu liza ;)

they are one happy loud sisters. and i enjoyed their company very much. especially when they talked in their secret language which i can tell you are very hard to understand.

but there is one thing i see through them, the bond of sisterhood that last more than 50 years.

they make a very good companion to each other, they were like the best friends ever.

every morning, whenever ibu's cellphone rings, it must be them, the darling sisters.

and the conversation will be either this :

"dik, tengah buat apa? masak apa hari ni?"
and there goes the sharing-recipe talk.

or

"dik, petang ni ada plan apa-apa tak? jom ikut akak pergi cari barang"
and there goes the venue where to shop.

or

"dik, akak ada belikan adik buah ni, datang lah ambik"
which is a veryy nicee yummy fruits ;)

or this which i love the best

"dik, bawak adeera and yang lain lunch dekat umah akak okay. akak masak special today"
and it was a superb cooking!
then i find myself dengar on how to cook the dish :p

ibus are just like my friends;
we went shopping;
they even play jokes on me and even geletek i to death ;)
but still they are ibus;
the one who always "kakak, jangan macam ni" or "kakak, jangan macam tu"
and in the end i can still say they are the best!

recently, i spent more my time with them. getting into the conversation and yes chunking all the advices of cooking, of becoming a woman, of being a good sister; friend and yes of becoming a good mother.

and world, i am on my way ;)

to all homo sapient; introducing to you, the sisters of my life. (they drive me insane, hehehe, and yes please, abg asrul is exceptional :p)



*ameera, abg asrul, kak adh dharr, saya ;)
ashekeen (bwh saya), aishah, azreen*


p/s : i adore their sisterhood.
and to my darling sisters, we are so going to be like them. kakak ensure you that :p

kassim kasanova

it was a blast ;)
it was a joy.
it was a great moment endowed by God.
a bond to tie as a knot.

when the spirit need a lift, astray
we have each other to keep us grip

credits to:

hakim; our gaily guitarist.
diyanah; our bubbly babe.
amirah; our chirpy chick.
sara; our dazzling dancer.
beeha; our giggly girl.
anis; our cutesy candy.
bechir; our jovial joker.

to them; a job well done!

of course i am included : adeera; their darling director♥

and yes, i am blessed ;)

distraction

a picture can describe things best kan?

do you, agree?

p/s: i am a free-rein leader if you may please ;)
despise the fact; i am not a puppet for you to toy around. thank youu.

carved with bond

a sisterhood; yes it is.
a group of retarded human; can't say not.
a whole of haller-loud girlfriends; yes we are.

to own, to embark, to sacredly endure; is what we did.
to pull out of misery, to share the serenity, is the love we filled in ♥

this are the people who make most of my day;
the one who give me one big laugh;
the sisters that I'll risked everything here;


Beeha*
a girl of an enchanted;
a woman of no despise, the one with big heart;
a rational mature thinker;
and yes, my one very good listener

Diyanah*
a babe I called partner-in-crime;
who make retarded faces so we can be old-same;
the one with a very cute scribble and laugh;
and my bunch of daisies she is

Sherry*
a girl of jolly and jubilant;
a friend of grief and happiness;
the one with a one huge faith of Luwie;
and a retarded-mate she will always be

Hani*
a petite lady of red and divine;
a girlfriend of no other lucky man;
the one full with ideas and brilliant mind;
and yes, a best companion a person can ever live with

them; the bouquet of happiness from God I ever received.

the fact that I'll chunk now; I am blessed with them by me ;)

suka lawannya duka and vice versa

the proverb that i have my faith in. a wise word from my ibu diah, and it happens in life just like karma.

ibu diah : kakak, suka lawannya duka. jangan suka sangat, sedih karang.

but what about the vice versa; duka lawannya suka? the word ibu never mentioned, but I know it does exist. and the truth lies here today, and I am happy with the fact it is making me happy.

apa lagi yg kita mahu dalam hidup melainkan karma yg kita sendiri cipta dalam hari-hari kita. dan lantas, kita akan tahu apakah ia akan membuatkan kita suka atau duka.

do you, have faith in that?

well, better to be it now. to create a less self-conflict and emotion, and one positive mind ;)

kepada munchkin : terima kasih atas 330 hari yg indah dalam 6480 hari yg pernah kulalui.

kepada Tuhan : I am one of Your homo sapient who is forever thankful for the wonder days of my life.

konklusi : what a way to celebrate the 11th annivessary ♥

p/s : bahasa is INDAH ;)

serenity; passed by me

Make yourself free at one stroke!

Like a sword be without trace of soft iron;

Like steel mirror, scour off all rust without contrition.

Jalaluddin Al Rumi



encountered a clashes of one mind and thought. scattered with pish posh here and there. do we need to continue letting a subject above our subject? life is unpredictable yet the homo sapient in it are so formidable that i am risking all I owned in life for them to live; or maybe it is not the right time yet to realize the jeopardy I make myself in.

It is a courtesy of bond and life, i guess. Should I free myself?

Nevertheless; I'm glad munchkin is there, handing a helping hand, sharing one big matured mind, and yes pull me into the biggest laugh ever that evening.

I'm blessed to have munchkin by me; a girl of no regret, that's me.

from munchkin: do whatever it takes to make them happy; God repay your deeds in a very orthodox way and yet beutiful, have faith in that. (and i did)

the conclusion: I'll make myself free by creating one happy space for people to lingered me ;)

one positive thought, God bless.

....

blogging

i am initiating a space for oneself to think and are glad to owned this. every now and then, things happen in life that we don't just yet realize how it had change us. i had mine, and are thinking of it over again. i am too scared to be left, too strong to move on then finally i find myself stuck in between of reality and illusion.

so, a simple question is about to be answered; why do homo sapient blog?

well, as far as I'm concern, most of blogger in this world did this for the purpose of speaking out the unspoken voice (like what you think kak fairus, hehehe) and i would merely say, "hey, that is true enough". precisely in literature, we have this monolog thingy(which i barely don't know what it is in English). so, to reveal and satisfy oneself medium of communicating, blogging would be a so much help.

and yes, some blogger might agree with the fact of blogging helped them to create more beautiful world of a subjects' second thought. like what pia did ;) a very good thought though and yes it increases oneself piece of mind.

but some people might have the idea, bloggers are pathetic freak who wrote emo things to satisfy him or herself. that is a total false I'm telling you. furthermore it is an individual right to have a different thought from any other homo sapient.

but as for me; i am on my way for better thinking, for even more matured writing, to increase and uphold dazzling vocab and yes, to make a space for world to read and to think.

to create a contribution for civilize homo sapient to read through my writing.

enough said here ;)

baby step

my very first post in my very own blog. glad it happen or i'll stick to be undiscovered blogger of faruqadeera♥ which is still remained private to all homo-sapient, hehehe. so first and foremost; (well i still don't know what to scribble about but hey i will one day; when there is things for me to crap about, hehehe)


just to make this post more interesting to be read; i'm hoping for maturity in writing and are striving so hard for it. wish me luck homo homo; thankiess ;)